Not Even There

Some days you want to remember forever. They dwell in your heart and mind as a passing in time that really made an impact. These days usually are eventful because they struck you as particularly beautiful, or even left you in mourning- but you will never forget. Well, today was not one of those days. Oh, how I wish it was. We all have the ability to be something we would never hope to be. We usually cling to a belief in goodness or clutch to our faith to drive us away from that dreadful being that lurks beneath- but it’s still there. This persona not only hurts us but, almost always, comes out of hiding when we are in the presence of someone we love…and hurts them, too.  Today was one of those days in my legacy, and a strong reminder that I am not enough on my own to keep the “ugly” at bay.

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